You just need to attach yourself to something while you're suffering

That's all bull!

It's exactly how you feel about Darren!

Do you do it on purpose to not see anything Evan? Feelings are things that evade all that and allow you to love sincerely!

It's simply desire

THEN WHY IS THIS DESIRE DIFFERENT FROM YOUR OTHER PAST CONQUESTS THEN ?!

HE'S ALSO SUFFERING! WE'RE BOTH SUFFERING FOR THE SAME CAUSE!

You're also in the same situation! Quit the act!