liveloveliftheavy:

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ahollywoodstar:

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Still think fat discrimination isn’t a huge problem? Still think it’s not up there with sexism and racism? Still think that fat people don’t get abused all the fucking time? I am so fucking sick of not being able to exist in my own body. I am so sick of getting stares and laughs and name-called, and having my picture taken just for leaving the house and going to places like Walmart or a restaurant. How dare I, a fat person go shopping with my also fat husband. How dare I eat a sandwich, or any food at all. Or in tonight’s case; how dare I ride my bicycle in public.
A car full of men thought it would be funny to call out “Hey Fatty!” before literally swerving in my direction and nearly hitting me. I panicked and tried to swerve out of the way, and ended up skidding across the pavement. They laughed hard as they drove away. Do you think this is fucking funny?? Those pictures are from when the wounds were fresh. I am now even more red and bruised. The whole right side of my face is swollen and it hurts to open my eye. This is so funny. I am fat, so this is what I deserve right? I am so fucking tired of society seeing fat people as non-human. I usually let it go and move on, laugh even, at how small-minded people are…but today I am really hurt. Physically hurt. And so tired. These wounds are what fat people receive daily, you just can’t always see them.

this is absolutely horrible. the worst I’ve ever gotten was mean messages and emails or texts. never something this dramatic and ridiculous.
I have no hope in humanity.

I’m sorry that that happened to you

Thank you. I JUST want to tell you this, since you said you have no hope in humanity:

After being on the ground for a few minutes, an older lady called out to me from up the street asking if I was okay. I said I was, and she walked off. She returned a few minutes later after walking back to her house, with a water bottle. She patted my back and offered me a ride home. She also said, “Don’t ever be afraid to ask for help if you need it.”
Then, a little boy, no older then 10 years old, stopped his bike and asked me if I wanted a band-aid. I said no thank-you, and he rode off. He returned 5 minutes later with a handful of them and said “I know you said you didn’t want them, but I brought them anyway.” It made me cry.
There are good people out there! 

They think they’re so cool in front of their buddies. Fuck off.. honestly how dare you do that to someone you don’t even fucking know (even if they did know you, she did nothing wrong). And hunny, it’s not a car full of men, it’s a car full of fucking childish boys. Fucking people man, fuck right off.