i did way too many surveys i'm sorry

if you had to be straight/gay for a day (whichever you’re currently not!), what celebrity would you most like to take on a date?
kim taeyeon i’m so in love with her she’s the queen of my heart or da hyun she’s a cute angel but she’s like. engaged

what are the top 10 movies to make you cry? (or at least make you sad!)
i can’t remember, i cry at like anything but the scene where olivia wilde dies in jt’s arms in ‘in time’ gets me all the time goddamnit

if you went to a desert island for just 6 months but could only take one album with you, what would you take?
oh my god fuck. Westlife’s Greatest Hits lmao real talk maybe like. frank ocean’s channel orange? NO lana del rey’s and in the paradise edition

if you had to lose one of the 5 senses, which would you choose and why?
smell, the others are too Much bro

what have been the top 3 most brilliant days of this year? describe them in as much or as little detail as you like.
9th/10th november: i stayed the night at my boyfriend’s after watching the fireworks (they sucked kinda) and the next day we went to get breakfast together and it was really nice. i think we came back to my house afterwards but i can’t remember jfc
11th november: it was my birthday!! my boyfriend came over early and he gave me perfume :* and then i went to dinner with him and my family to this really great japanese and korean place and my cake was beautiful with fruits on it and i had my first legal drink and it was overall just an amazing day and i got a laptop and a huge box of makeup and a little mordecai (from ‘regular show’) toy and money and presents my friends gave a few nights before when we went out to dinner together xxx
november in general tbh: i had my anniversary on the 14th and we both said no gifts but did anyway and he gave me a really sentimental gift and i’m a sucker for that stuff ;w; and also i housesat with him for his sister and she has two awesome malamutes and i kept calling one of them jack LMAO (it was named blue. not even close) and it wa s just cool and i know i’m a loser but my boyfriend means a lot to me ok. sorry

what do you believe we as human beings take most for granted in this world?
each other

how many concerts have you been to in your life and which was your favourite? if you’ve not been to one, who would you most like to see?
not many, if any *scribe voice*

do you have any regrets?
naw man. like i guess i have thought about the way things panned out right after it happened. but this year i’ve generally just let go of a lot of things. like i’m not friends with a lot of people i used to be friends with but i didn’t really dwell on any of it. i think it’s a big thing to be able to accept how things are and to not hold grudges or hold onto anything or anyone. so no i don’t regret anything, i think holding onto people when they’re gone is a really bad thing to do so i avoid it because i know how refusing to let go of someone can go reallyyy badly lmao.

how would you like to be remembered?
how i truly am, an avaerage person who can do shitty things and not an idealized, glossed over image

was there one event that changed your life and the way you think? 
i wouldn’t say it changed my life but it changed the way i think. it took me a long time to see it how i do now but essentially it’s the thing i wrote above about how necessary it is to let go of people and that once they’re gone, you have to accept that and move on quickly or you never will

are you afraid of dying?
yes no. maybe. i dont know. can you repeat that question!!! (thanks levi i say this sometimes now)

have you ever been in love?
no
lmao naw man i am

are you happy with who you are?
yes

would you ever give up your life to save someone else’s?
yes

have you changed at all in the last year?
a lot

would you ever settle for someone you didn’t feel was “the one”?
naw man but i don’t believe in the one. i think some people give up too quickly because i think love develops strongly over time

is there someone you can tell everything to without fear of judgment?
bro i’m insecure af but yes there’s a few i feel really comfortable with

are you pursuing your dreams?
well i’ve finished high school so that’s one dream down

 who was the last person you texted?
victor and i sent “loserrr”

when is your birthday?
11/11/1995

who do you want to be with right now?
i’m pretty content rn and lil bit tired

what sports do you play?
you overestimate my abilities

who is the first person in your contacts?
2degrees, my phone company bc it’s a number. the next is alice bc it’s alphabetical

what do you feel right now?
happy chill girl

are you happy?
aw yeah man

who do you miss?
nobody man

if you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?
naw man

what was the best thing you were given?
black, gold and diamante kind-of-big-ass-ring that i freaking love, perfume and anything sentimental :~)

who was the last person who called you?
the Boy Friend

what is your favorite dish?
i love fried dumplings more than lots of things

who is your bestfriend?
i have quite a few i suppose! i don’t believe in having just one bc that makes it sound like idc about my other friends

what is your biggest regret?
none

have you ever cheated on your partner?
no, don’t plan to either. could you imagine how hurtful that would be fuck

who do you spend crazy moments with?
becky

name someone pretty
becky!

who was the last person you hugged?
victor

are you over your past?
yeah man

who is the last person in your contacts?
without looking it’s most likely victor since it’s alphabetical

what kind of person do you want to date?
my boyfriend i guess lmao

do you have troubles sleeping at night?
nah man

from whom was the last text message you received?
victor (my bf)

do you like someone as of the moment?
m-maybe

did you try to change for a person?
yes for a dumb boy and it was dumb

can you do something stupid for someone else?
yeah why not lmao. just ask becky, jfc i’ve done stupid stuff with her

do you have a grudge against anyone?
naw man

are you a crybaby?
fuck yes i am

did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?
nah

have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?
yes

do you like getting hurt?
dude

does anyone hate you?
probably, i don’t really mind or care though

do you love someone as of the moment?
yes

have you ever thought of killing yourself?
that;s too much bro

do you have issues with somebody in your school?
there’s a few people i didn’t really like but i kind of shrug it off. why let someone you dislike affect you

what’s the song that remind you of your special someone?
:*

are you good at holding back your tears?
NO it’s awful i cry at every sad movie

have you ever thought of killing someone?
yes but not seriously omg

have you ever been jealous?
yes!

how can you prove your love to someone?
hold big ass boombox outside their room and cry snot until they pity you and hug you then use that moment to tell them you love them and if they get freaked out just keep playing old 80s music and hope they change their mind :~)

what are you thinking right now?
I’VE GOT THAT MAGIC IN MEEE

do you have any memories you want to erase?
YES embarrassing stuff

who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?
bictor

do you believe in the phrase “if it’s meant to be, it will be”?
yes i do

who do you want to marry?
thats too much bro im like 12 (eighteen)

do you believe in destiny?
in destinys child i believe 

do you believe that first true love never dies?
i think people idealize their first love, like their high school sweetheart or w.e far too much in general! stop idealizing and glossing bro

have you found your true love?
yes. fries. i love fry

did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?
yes but i’m pretty cool w/ me now