i’ve attempted to sum up my ~Feelings~ so many times in this post but nothigns working so tl;dr i’m sad and everything is shutting down ebcause i cant forget/move on/forgive but nvm i have school tomorrow and i wanna die i’m honestly a robot with no feelings and the only person there who i genuinely care about so much is my best friend savannah i really don’t know what i’d do without her we tell each other eveyrhting and i think i’d be really ~sad~ if i didn’t have someone like her i wish everyone out there had someone like my best friend she’s so special to me and idc how anyone else feels about our friendship bc the reason i regard her so highly and love her so much is because she’s earned it by being so wonderful i love her this is so sappy but i dont care and idc what my supposed best friend thinks or feels because savannah is my fav girl bc she’s always there for me and perfect and has never hurt me and god i’m so embarrassing but im so thankful for her